Name: Nameless (Demo)
Duration: P00H01M36S
Description: This is a demo track about my past experience with pastor's of the church. ENJOY!

Nameless (Demo)

by Jacob

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This is a demo track about my past experience with pastor's of the church. ENJOY!

lyrics

I have a sudden urge to fight I feel like running but too much hurt is inside. I've learned to hide the worst in my mind, So I think it might help to go to church sometime.

But when I arrive I feel nervous confined In a building I heard was supposed to give light.

It's crucial I’m here to learn to do right. The people make me feel like I'm worth all their time, But the pastor just passes me reverting my eyes.

Now my nerves start to bind and I yearn to be quiet

This Godly person I heard of, I searched lengths to find, [He] deserted me when I worked for his time.

I began to be eager to further my mind to potential depths which deserves exercise, But it seemed to be clear the pastor was too high for me to reach so it seems that I am forced to leave this meeting behind.

As I leave this place with no wisdom to find or substantial feeling of righteousness in my life I question the point of this system design.

And this process would repeat like 3 times. 3 different churches and 3 different guys until I said fine I will learn what is right by experiencing life the way intuition decides.

I learn through mistakes and observing design and seeking patterns researching things quite frequently when I am free in my time and I learned that life is meaningless when you hide from the truth and you serve yourself blurring the lines.

As I fall to confinement so deep in my pride that the only thing strong enough to lift me this time was God himself after I gave him my life and learned that His truth and presence was inside And I was the one running away from the fight